Healing Out Loud

I’m angry today. I was walking around my house as I remembered what my father said when I asked him why him and Mom got divorced. I was 28 when I asked him. He told me that they had gone for a bike ride and stopped somewhere to rest. She told him that she only married him to escape her family and that she never loved him. She broke my dad’s heart and I’m not sure how to forgive her for that.
It’s funny. It is so easy for me to forgive people who have hurt me…but when you hurt someone I love and care about, it is difficult for me to find forgiveness. I guess that is what happens when you have spent most of your life putting everyone else before yourself.

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