Healing Out Loud

How do I put this into words?

How do I talk about my childhood experiences?

How do I talk about her?

My heart is in pieces today. I can’t stop the tears from falling. I hate that we were subjected to her abuse and her neglect. I hate that she was allowed to control my life. I hate that I don’t know what the truth is. I must carefully excavate the remains of my childhood memories and try to find where the truth lies. After she kidnapped my brother and I, she was still allowed to be in our lives without any supervision. She was allowed to travel with us to Traverse City. She was allowed to take us anywhere in the state without permission. I have court documents that state that she wasn’t allowed to travel with us alone. How long was that order in effect? When did that restriction end? It is safe now to explore these memories.

(It is safe to read over the documents. It is safe to know the truth. She cannot hurt us anymore).

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